30 Sep. 1950 hrs

i feel supremely inadequate and overwhelmed right now !
and no, this is not the first time. In fact i seem to have a knack of landing myself in such situations.

But the good thing is, somehow i usually manage to bail myself out of it, you see god's own child has a rotten stubborn streak :D

on a separate note; X once told me i had intimacy issues. i just realized that i do, although in exactly opposite from the conventional way. and yes, X was wrong back then :P

PS i have started liking this one: "when life hands you lemons, make a fucking glass of lemonade". :S